“I have found a level of comfort with you that I never knew existed; I realized in instances that I can be completely self-less. All of these things were new to me, and I didn’t know why they were happening. This new level of tolerance that I have reached in realization that there are exceptions to the rules when you love someone. All of the sudden songs that I’ve known for years have a whole new meaning. I feel myself missing you only moments after you leave, I can’t even picture a tomorrow without you in it. Days when I tell myself we must go our separate ways are quickly replaced by nights tangled in your arms. You have changed my life; you’ve taught me what it means to love someone unconditionally, no matter what no matter when, you have revealed to me my own ability to give my heart away on accident with out any expectations. You have set the bar for what I will always look for in someone to love. I will not blame you for breaking my heart because without you I may never have known how it felt to have a full heart.”
(Source: saisons, via foxandtheporcupine)
8:12 am • 16 March 2012
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.”
(Source: valse-des-fleurs, via foxandtheporcupine)
1:47 am • 12 February 2012
In 5 to 10 years, I’m not gonna hesitate to say I’m going to have hundreds of millions of dollars, I will be CEO of a company, an investment mogul and be financially secured forever. Then I will be getting married to Brandy, travel the world. Then finally start a family with her. And years after that I’ll think back and smile at how great the journeys been.
7:19 pm • 25 October 2011
“It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.”
6:51 am • 15 October 2011
Before, my fear was being vulnerable. The ability of another human being to possibly tear apart your insides at any moment was enough to keep me running. She, however, made my insides come alive, my smile become permanent, laughter more frequent - she took away my fear and gave me hope. But more importantly, for the first time in my life, instead of wanting to run, she gave me every reason to stay.
10:04 pm • 4 June 2011